Abandoned

sleapless in the night
i tried to lose my faith in you
saing to my self
you can't be the right
one for me
and now that you are gone
i finally get a taste
of freedom
only problem is
i dont really want to be free

i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont want to curse your name
i dont want to feel the sadness
pretending that i'm still the same
i dont want to burn your letters
i dont want to face the truth
i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont wanna waste my youth

you tried to sufferkate
with your pretends
and i believed in the
shallow romance
i run from cover
but i couldn't hide
and still you try
to get me to a bide
you scratched me like
a perfume ad
you erasing all the feelings
that i had
and all the time
you faked this lonelyness
cause you wouldn't
see my twisted mess

i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont want to curse your name
i dont want to feel the sadness
pretending that i'm still the same
i dont want to burn your letters
i dont want to face the truth
i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont want to waste my youth